mm.... just reach home and settle down onli ... haiz... began da dislike msn liao.... cause it is so borin.... imagine yourself online just hopin tat u can find someone tat can chat wif u and keep u accompany for da few hours or mins de... but hu knows neither of them did online ... haiz... tat makes it so dissapointed and borin.... just finish takin my thermo paper a few hours ago ... OMG.. it was realli damn difficult and tricky... wat can i say .... i think i am goin da get kick out of sp soon .... cause i realli had no confidence in any of the papers at all ... even a pass... even just now in fc2 we saw our mechs lec.. he told us tat our mech paper was nt well done... and i can bet .. one of da failers is sure goin da be mi .... i dun know y today i was like can't get myself alert or wat de ... keep thinkin about stuffs tat i dun wish da happen de... keep imagine things... tis can't be da same old mi ... i dun wanna be da same old mi ... i wanna change... i wanna change ... i wanna be a better person .... a better guy ... but... also no use .... heh ... dun know y ... although a lot of ppl say tat i have change a lot a lot from my sec sch days le... but there's onli da physical and attitude changed .... there's one thing tat won't change de ... and it's da heart of a person .... no matter wat .... a person's heart will nt change de ... same applies da mi ...... haiz.... i realli dun know wat i am doin and talkin now ar... i think i must be lackin of too much slp liao ... tat's y think realli tooo much le... i think i better go slp ba... if nt later dun know goin da type wat nonsense out liao .... lights off.... Zzzz....