Have i realli lost le ma.... realli ma... realli lost le ma.... i guess i realli lost it le... no hope le.... ya... i have lost completely..... maybe tis is realli da end of da story le... i think i have learn smth .... ONCE MADE A MISTAKE, THERE IS NO MORE TURNING BACK LE.... no chance da prove it again le.....



haiz... mi dun know y .... now like feelin everything's gone... i have now nothing.... realli all blank... my mind was blank blank de.... couldn''t think of stuffs de... guess i dun even have da mood da study my maths le... just let it be ba... i am now realli soooooo BLANK... mm... tis feeling like realli long time nvr have le... guess i am goin back to da same old lonely mi again le.... right now, i realli hope da run to da world tallest tip where by i can c da whole world or an island wif no one around and shout out damn loud.... YYYYYY ..... mm... guess i need time da heal again le ba and calm myself down again le... dun know y ... haiz.. anyway also nt first time liao ... so think can get over in a few weeks ba.... heh ... no choice.. think tat's hu i am ba....



I AM A LOSER!!



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