mm... just felt sorry if i give u a feeling tat i had doubts on u .... realli realli veri sorry ar ... mm... mi didn't mean it de ar... cause i realli had no confidence in myself ar .... i kept thinkin tat : aiya u sure wun like mi tis kind of person de ... de hair so funny , some more also nt handsome, thn no qualities always so quiet de " i think is because maybe i gt some veri fearful experiences from da past ba ... cause even tough i like and waited someone for a yr but it still ends up nth ... so maybe tat's y i am afraid of waitin again ba .... i dun know whether your feelings for mi will fade ma when time pass ... i dun know ... tis r all da stupid stuffs tat is kept running in my head now le ... maybe i had no experiences in relationship stuffs ba ... tat's y i am still wonderin wat da do ... am i dreaming .... i am sorry tat i think too much again le .... i know u dun like .. but ... tis is da last time i am thinkin all tis le ... hope tat after i had say it all out, i wun go think it again le ....
- 34 days countdown--> but .... i still wanna give it a try da wait ... cause we wun know wat will happen de until tat time comes .... even tough i may fall again in da end ... but i wun care less le ... i just wanna give out wat i can ... lettin her know my love for her ....
sorry about mi anyhow think think again le ... i promised tis is goin da be da last time i am thinkin about tis again le .... dui bu qi ... =) lights off Zzzz......