mm.... i am know still tellin myself nt da think too much le ... no matter fail or sucess .... no matter will i get hurt again .... no matter history will repeat again ... at least i have do my veri best le ... at least i had give out wat i had ... do wat i can do de le .... thn ... cause i dun wanna have any regrets .... realli dun want .... now everyday .... i am tryin and forcing myself da be more enthu on my talkin .... y can't i just be like my usual self le when i comes da talk wif gals ... tis can't be my mi ar .... so quiet de .... no no no .... i must let ..... know my usual self ... da prove tat i am nt like tat ar... da prove tat we...... wat can i say .... tis may be my biggest obstacles tat i needa overcome now de le .... if i still can't overcome it ... thn i wil sure fail and lose everything le ... no no no..... i wun ... i must overcome it ... just for u .... i have pinned all my hopes on tat day le.... mm .... have i done anything wrong ma .... will u find mi disturbing , a nusience ma ... i dun know .... watever i try da do smth for someone .... i am thinkin .... is it worth it ma ... will ... understands ma ... will .... dislike it ma ... will i fail .... i dun know ... just can't stop myself from thinkin all tis ar..... friends all told mi da think on da bright side of life ... but i keep lookin at da dark side.... heh ehhe .... maybe i am realli stupid ba ... but i dun care le ... i just wanna have no regrets .... =]