Tuesday, November 01, 2005
11/01/2005 10:18:00 PM
22- end
mm.... i thought it over too le ... i know u realli have no feelings for mi le .... i know it willl fade .... heh .... no choice ....... heaven wanna play a trick on mi again .... have da accept it .... although tis is nt da ans tat i wan de .... but .... have da accept it, have da face it , have da respect it .... since u wan it tis way .... thn ..... i shall listen .... although da ans is realli a bit too sudden and fast .... mi myself also dun know how da react ... maybe i did nt enough ba da make u feel touched ... maybe i didn't do more enough da make your feelings stay ... maybe .... i also dun know y ya suddenly change so fast .... at first was quite all fine de ar .... but dun know y last minute it will became like tis ... i dun know ... i realli wish it was a dream ... too bad it was reality ... once again god , u play on mi again le ... did i did smth tat make u unhappy be4 ma ... y treat mi like tis .... u happy now .... if i had a chance da meet u ... i will surely confront wif u .... looks like i should also stop tis waitin game le ba .... da second time i get hurt after waitin le ..... looks like wat i did was all worthless ba .... no one appreciate it ... well ... fine ... i am nt goin da believe in love anymore le .... tis fuckin stupid and worthless word ..... I HATE IT ... i
know u wun think of mi de ..... so i think da best thing .... is da let u go .... thanks for giving mi a second chance da prove myself .... although i did fail .... but at least da memories will stay wif mi forever ... u will always be my lamer queen .... and i will nvr change .... i will still be by your side when u need mi de ..... i will be around if u need someone da hold on to ... haiz .... ya ... think tat's realli da end of our story le ba .... realli ended so fast so fast... i think tis few weeks .... i am goin da be da same old mi again le ... da sad and lonely mi ..... gonna cry again le ...... my heart is bleeding .... but no one cares .... take care le lamer queen ..... hope tat u will be more happy ba without mi .... definately will ..... =)-
22 days + end of countdown ---> let da countdown stop here ba together wif our memories, stop together at tis moment ba .... i love u
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