mm ..... today sleep until 2 plus thn wake up ..... cause i am realli damn busy lo .... every mon - fri gonna wake up at 6 plus thn sat gonna wake up at 10 .... finally get a gd slp le ... thn lyin on my bed glazing at da celling thinkin about my stuffs for about 1 hour ba .... thn eat lunch thn go mos study wif pinda, kai tai, benjamin and yong sheng lo .... thanks pinda ar ... for teachin mi A-maths ar if nt i think i am goin to fail my engineering maths le .... thn after tat go 404 play basketball wif wei hao, jian wei, lingwei , jia jun and jian long lo ... hehe he... thn plus kt they all together gt 10 person ar ... just nice thn we play full court .. ehehhe... damn tired ... thn after tat eat dinner at da coffeeshop there thn go home liao lo ...


mm... i promised myself nt to write anything more about tis de le .... but i think i will just cut it short ba .... sorry ...

u think i realli wanna drink de ma ... i myself also dun wanna drink de ... cause ... i can't think of anything tat could lessen my pain de le .... can't think of it le ... friends friends ... i realli hate tat word ... from now on i had NO friends ... i onli have bros ... NO more friends in my life ... realli dun wan le ... heh ... sorry also can't lessen any pain le ... sorry for breakin my promise too ... i 'm sorry ...



now wat am i goin to do le ... which way should i walk ... i felt like lost in a forest ... nowhere to turn to ... i am just walkin on a straight road which has no end ... onli torns and spikes which make mi keep bleedin and bleeding non stop ....




realli hope tat history will nt repeat again like last time .... realli hope tat we could be like last time .... realli .... realli hope ....




- is there someone or anything hu can stop my bleedin and heal my wounds de ma ... if nt ... just let my heart continue to bleed until it runs dry and let mi die there ba ....