mm.... today after sch went da k box at lot 1 da sing .... cause veri sad ma .... sing a lot of songs again ..... now feeling much better le .... thanks everyone for your encouragement and words ..... i have sort out my mind le ... everything wait till her exams finish le thn say ba .... let's just calm down first lo ..... think ... tis is da best way for us at tis moment ba .... study hard jia you wor ..... remember... i will be there da help u de if u need anything in your studies .... finally feel a bit better le ... finally .... i have straighten my thoughts le .... no more drinkin , no more anyhow thinkin , no more crying .... now ... still gt 2 weeks plus da go .... now must study hard and keep myself busy le .... cause like tis thn time will past day by day much faster ma ... heh eheh.... so .... lets both work hard for da time being ba .... =)




- feelin much better for da time being le ... but .... hope tat it wun be just for da time being onli .... i know u wan mi da be my old self ..... tat's y i choose nt da let u worry .... i dun wan u da get distracted at tis moment too .... dun worry ... i will try da make myself happy de .... cause ... watever u say i will listen de .... just hope tat time will fly faster a bit lo till tat day .... =)