i swear da god and heaven .... today's realli a damn coiencidence ... went da buy dennis present at bugis de wif kai tai, benjamin, pinda and yong sheng .... thn we go there but a shirt for him ... after tat we all walked from bugis da somerset cause i needa go there take my pay ... thn ... we walked and walked .... and we reach ps .... thn kt wanted da challenge outrun 2 wif us so we went in da ps and walk walk for a while .... suddenly i did realised tat it was my first outin wif her .... wherever i kept walkin round and rounds at each level .... my mind keep flashimg back of memories ... memories wif her .... da every bits and pieces we had .... thn we had our dinner there and started da walk da somerset ..... thn we went da cineleisure where my workin place is ... memories and flashbacks again ... after tat ... kt they all say wanna check out da new arcade too at junction 8 .... thn i began da realised .... OMG .... y it is so qiao ... y u all wanna make mi think of all those again ... maybe it was realli fate ba ... maybe heaven realli wanna make mi think again ... think of our happy memories .... i have already promised myself nt da drink le ... but my mind kept thinkin of u ... dun needa feel sorry .... dun cry .... i knew u dun wan it da happen de .... just ..... just study hard for your exam first ba ... da rest ..... wait till after tat thn settle ba ... claire was right .... maybe after your exams .... we can start all over again ... heh ... i know i am thinkin too much ..... but at least , i will feel a bit better ba if i keep thinkin tis way ..... maybe u have too much stress for your exams ba ... i gt a strange feelin .... feelin tat our story has nt ended .... i know i maybe think too much le ba .... dun keep tellin mi tat i will find another more suitable gal le ..... cause .... cause i know tat from tis moment i onli love u now .... just u ... no one else ... tat's wat my feelings told mi de ..... i know i am stubborn ... but ... i realli can't bear da let u go ... i can't bear da let go my hand .... i know i am selfish ... sorry .... dui bu qi .... so ... i decided da wait ... wait .... wait .... and wait ... waitin for tat day da come .....






- i will try my best and quickly recover soon de , i will always be da one hu will lame wif u and cheer u up de ..... no matter wat .... a promise is a promised .... i promised .... take care ....