already pass so long le .... u still angry wif mi ma .... u still feel irratated by it ma .... i realli miss u ar ... miss our conversation , miss your voice, miss da way we talk and also miss da way u smile ..... everyday when on da way to sch or goin back home inside da train ... i will start thinkin of u again le .... nt thinkin abt da unhappy but da happy things .... happy memories .... there's realli nvr a day tat i would stop thinkin of u .... thn my eyes would often become wet wet de ... i guess ... i am realli too emotional le ba .... pls dun be angry ar ... feelings can't be control de ar .... unless i lose my memory lo .... heh ehh e... wo shi zhen de zhen de zhen de hen xiang ni ..... do u miss mi ma .... will u think of mi ma .... onli your heart knows ba ... nvr mind ... i nvr had tis hope tat u will think of mi ba .... heh ... i dun care u have or dun have ar ... da onli thing tat i know and wan u da know is i have ....
i have realli been thinkin ar .... thinkin of when could i see u again ... when could i hear your voice again .... when will u talk to mi again .... will u dun talk to mi forever le ma .... will u ... there's realli too mani 'will u' for mi da think and ask u le ... sometimes i am afraid tat i will c u ... but most of da time i realli hope tat i could c u or bump into u anywhere also can ar .... as long as i could c u standing in front of mi can le ....
heh ... both of us stay at sembawang, somemore just a few blk away from each other onli and yet ..... we still can't bump into each other .... looks like fate is realli playin a trick on mi ba ... or maybe us ..... now ... i can't know how ya doin le .... maybe it's a gd thing ba .... cause da next time if there's still a chance da meet each other ... we will have more things and topics da talk to ar ... thn da atmosphere wun be like last time so quiet quiet de le ..... lolzzzz... =)
i realli realli wanna go back to da past ar .... from da veri first day i knew u ..... cause thn i would be able da change a lot of things between us le .... thn history will change le .... hheheh e... wherever i am at da mrt station , at da sun plaza .... i will try da open my eyes big big de ar .... prayin and hopin tat i could c u again ar... even if hidin at a small corner and watch u quietly i also wun mind de ar .... as long as i could c da real u right in front of my eyes can le ...
everyday went back home and went into my blog web thn click on to your link, hopin tat 1 day i would saw your blog again le but everytime ended wif dissapointment ... hehehe.... always saw da word 'BLOG NT FOUND' heh hehe sometimes realli dun know wat am i doin ar.....
i realli gt lots and lots of thinggys wanted da ask u and talk to u de ar ..... but there's no chance for mi da talk to u ar .... haiz ... life's realli a bit different without u .... seeing u happy thn i happy lerss .... =)
i am still da same old mi .... same old heart .... u ne .... r u still da same as be4 ma ....
- if there's onli 1 thing tat i could remembered de , i rather i could remember your face and name thn anything else including my own name ...... realli rather da do tat .....