here am i again .... mm... below r just my tots and stuffs tat i wanted da vest out ... it's ok if ya dun understand wat i am blogging cause it's meant nt da be understand by all ... lolz ...
da first one was cause of communication break down .... now , there's great communication ... but it's just a matter of whether sparks will fly a nt ... to be honest , i am realli falling in .... falling in deeper and deeper where i can't find any ends .... wat i am truly afraid of is still losing someone tat u have been close wif ... someone whom u feel relax and enjoyed wherever both of u gets together ....
but now ... i am nt sure of wat can i do now ... will we remain in tis kind of closeness .... stay in contact .... even if u have found your mr right , would we still contact or u will just forget abt tis little one hu is still behind u care and concern abt u .... even tough it hurts da be in tat situation , i will still be right behind u .... i will be your shadow ... follow u wherever ya go ... do watever ya do , share your bitterness u fall i fall ....
i know it's nt right da let u know .... but i will still keep it here in my heart nt letting any words flow out .... perhaps one day .... u will realise my presense .. realise tat there is still tis someone whom u can turn to .... and from tat day onwards , i wun let u suffer anymore ... i swear ...
u're realli da sun tat brightens mi up ... i will cherish da mani mani tiny bits and pieces of moments we had ....
i know ... even if da outcome is negative or u have found your man in advance ... i will definitely fall .... definitely tears and unwillinglyness will come ... but wat can i do .... i am onli human .... i am nt god ....
some of u might know whom i am refering to some of u might think da otherwise .... but i just hope tat tis entry wun cause any misunderstandings ...
tis thurs will be da start of my end of sem exams ... i hope tat during tis period , i wun be bothered abt such stuffs and most importantly ... PLS GIVE MI ENERGY AND PASSION IN STUDIES .... lolz ..
lights off ... Zzz....
- hiding in a corner is realli tough ....